How do you feel now knowing that everything you have ever done up until this point has led to this. Every miniscule choice, all amalgamated so you can reach this cacophony of insanity and pain. Are you proud of what your free will has amassed, or are you horrified of the atrocities you have indirectly caused. Whichever one it is, you will never be able to change the fact that this was caused by you, and you will never forget that.