I still remember this ecstasy it brought to me FUCKING HELL IT WAS GOOD
10th grade I managed to orgasm with humping the bed and cum in my pants it smelt disgusting and even in high school they were disgusted of me
Then I started doing this every day and I was smelling like cum piss and sweat every day of school , the girls were making faces of how bad I smelt
It was literally like I brainwashed myself that I was having sex with the girls I’m looking to while humping the bed it felt so fucking good
I was even having thematic sex nights when I was jerking to both princess leia and ayla secura from Star Wars when the force awakens came out
Then I started showering after this fake sex and only doing this in weekends
I finished this after high school though it didn’t gave me the pleasure enough and I read that it was traumatic masturbating
I was saving sexy pics of woman I want to jerk off then I was humping the bed while looking at their pictures
My phone died 2-3 times while I was doing this and the phone shop was so weird acting to me and they left one picture from my library to me lol it must be so cringe for them to see my jerk off album