Every time i shower and start touching myself my chest my hips my neck 😣😣😣… i start imagining myself as a woman 😭😭😭 and it doesnt help that im a pretty skinny feminine guy it makes it a lot easier😔😔😔 so i always get bricked up and then my dick just keeps getting in the way 😵😵😵i rly be knocking shit over bro its hella annoying 😔😔😔 yall know the feeling when ur dick gets hard and u just let it hang there not touching it hoping it goes back to normal? 🤔🤔🤔 but because its too heavy on its own it makes it rly uncomfortable almost painful so that turns me on even harder and i brick up even more 😭😭😭😭 and then i full on dissosociate i see that thing and I just want it in me 😭😭😭 this shit has been happening for months now 😧😧😧 idk if im narcisistic to the point i literally want to have sex with myself 😞😞😞 or if im just soo horny i turn myself on 😟😟😟 and tbh i rly dont care anymore 😖😖😖 i just want it to end ☠☠☠ i need a care taker or sum to shower me that could suck me off every time i get hard 😞😞😞 but idk i low key need some privacy too 😔😔😔i just dont know what to do no more 😣😣😣